lzp1970 wrote (2011-06-29 08:17:03 )
No I didn't plan it to see it turn out the way it did. YODA : "ALWAYS IN MOTION THE FUTURE IS" there was no way of knowing how it would turn out.

lzp1970 wrote (2011-06-29 08:07:28 )
I'm sorry.

lzp1970 wrote (2011-06-29 08:07:15 )
I attended Lakewood elementary that year for a summer school session for students in a Learning Disability class. Not for Failing to pass the 3rd grade. Yeah I planned it out, but subconsciously. I think I knew you had moved away Brandy. This is what I've been living for since then I think. I stopped playing with people's lives after 5th grade. So did that when I go the chance to try it for myself to see where I could take that. Nearly went too far with that one in 3rd grade I think. I got scared of myself for a little while so I tried to hide myself away for 2 and half years. Then I continued to do that for the next 2 and half years. I've come a long way indeed. You don't play with people's lives when they are in the 6th grade and up. Not a good time in anyone's life to do that. Needed to what needed to be done to separate myself from them in the least harmful ways possible. 100 % successful. Yes. Only psychological damage was done. Even to myself.

lzp1970 wrote (2011-06-29 07:47:16 )
Gabe Guge.

lzp1970 wrote (2011-06-29 07:45:58 )
How long have I known men get a menstraul cycle ? I've always known. I think I started mine sooner. not really everyone starts their's practically at the same time when they turn 10. A lot of people somehow are able to suppress for a long period of time. So I've come a long way since the summer after 3rd grade which really was what fueled me to start really separating myself from a lot of my friends for 2 years straight. Over a silly thought of choosing M & M's over Skittles what the fuck. Assholes. so more like it's been 13 years I've been working on this stuff. It's going to be one of those days where I spend reflecting on a few past life experiences. 7th grade was like one of my first pinacle points in all of this. Until I hit the next 1 in high school.

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